I am such a mix of emotions right now. I will go from happy to sad to crying to happy to depressed to happy to lonely. If I didn't know myself better I'd say I'm bipolar, or crazy, or preggo. But, I am none of the above. Well I may argue crazy..haha.
My biggest feeling right now is fear. Fear of being alone ( I have never..EVER...lived alone). Fear of loosing the two people I love the most. Not sure what I would do. But I'm not going to think about that....I just have that fear. I have a fear of screwing things up. Making the wrong decision that will impact not only the next year, but the rest of my life.
Today was the first day I broke down since Joe left. Just had to cry. But, crying makes me feel better. Weird I know. I haven't always been a cryer, in fact I would make fun of my mom for crying at the dumbest things. (I hate saying this) I have turned into my mother on that aspect.
Anywho. The weekend is almost upon us. I have two weddings to go to this weekend. I would like to say congrats to the best man in our wedding on his wedding. Pictures will come.
Night all!
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